Hello~... Kirbybunny here.

Im still trying to get a job...

I passed out today... My body bot very hot. my ears were ringing really loud, I was very tired, My head was spinning, and I was going blind... I tried to get some water and had collapsed in the kitchen, and again going down the stairs to our room... Im finally doing a little better, and can see agin, but I can't move as much, and I still feel dizzy. I don't feel like wanting to do anything anymore right now... I feel too sad, and afraid...

I guess I need to take it easy more...

GO TO A DAM DOCTOR! 0.0

Yeah, you need to find out what's wrong right now...

I'll try to see if I can... Not sure if I will or not.
I also decided to leave and stop being online instead of staying like I thought since im not feeling well enough to keep trying anymore. I'll try to come back online once I feel well enough to try to come back on again...

Keep alive. Keep determined.

I'll try my best to at least try to get better or well enough to come back again.
This isn't the first time this has happened to me, but this one was worse.
Alright then. I'll see you all next time.

Hello all. Im ready to come back and continue to try again. Sorry if I worried you.

How are you feeling?

Hey man.

Im doing okay to try again, but I still don't feel well. I feel worse than before eversince I had passed out, but im back to trying again. Sorry Nothing good happened to me.

Dude. Doctor. Go.

Still can't go.
I don't have the money to go to the doctor, or the transport, and the destination to where it is.

Get it then baka!

From where exactly?

From wherever you can.

Good luck finding wherever that is me...

.... your a pessimist aren't ya?

I don't know what that means...

...Today was a wasted day for me..

A pessimist always expects the worst outcome.

...oh.
Im not sure if I am one. I don't know much about myself. Im so used to disappointment happening in my life that I kinda try to expect when it comes so i'll know it'll happen so I don't feel to sad, angry, or upset about it when It happens cause I know I can try again. Sometimes I get it right in games, and thats fine. Failure happens. Its alright. You can't always get it right on the first go. No need to set off the bomb over it. You'll get another chance, and you'll get it. Just keep trying till you can't anymore and give it another go whenever your ready. No ones rushing you.
Real life kinda leans me toward it when I least expect it, but I know its not the end of the world. I just want to know what I did wrong cause its no ones fault but my own. Because its happening to me and I shouldn't blame someone else for my problems cause that would be unfair. You don't know why their jerks to you. You don't know them. Just ignore them and keep on going and letting the day continue. Its not like you'll see them again once its all over. Just keep on going and getting your work done. Everything will be alright. Don't worry about it..

..... dang, that was impressive.

What was? That finding out if I could be a pessimist or not?
or the talking too much?

Kirbybunny wrote:...oh.
Im not sure if I am one. I don't know much about myself. Im so used to disappointment happening in my life that I kinda try to expect when it comes so i'll know it'll happen so I don't feel to sad, angry, or upset about it when It happens cause I know I can try again. Sometimes I get it right in games, and thats fine. Failure happens. Its alright. You can't always get it right on the first go. No need to set off the bomb over it. You'll get another chance, and you'll get it. Just keep trying till you can't anymore and give it another go whenever your ready. No ones rushing you.
Real life kinda leans me toward it when I least expect it, but I know its not the end of the world. I just want to know what I did wrong cause its no ones fault but my own. Because its happening to me and I shouldn't blame someone else for my problems cause that would be unfair. You don't know why their jerks to you. You don't know them. Just ignore them and keep on going and letting the day continue. Its not like you'll see them again once its all over. Just keep on going and getting your work done. Everything will be alright. Don't worry about it..

This.

Sorry about that...

It's not bad. In fact, it seemed good.